Hey Guys. Well I guess you might have already noticed but I closed my Gallery here.
Not really because I'm unsatisfied with myself or something, actually I never felt better about my own still growing artistic abilities and looking back at the three year long way I walked up until now I can really say that I'm glad that I kept improving and learning new things.

I know I'm defenitly not the best artist around and I still have to learn much more and I actually thought sites like this or FA could help me with it. But seeing the low to none critical feedback I'm getting from my watchers I decided to pause my accounts for an unspecified amount of time. The emotional turmoil that has been caused to me by just this constant pressure in just not getting the amount of exposure and the feedback was just getting too much.
I don't mean that I feel whiny about not getting any stupid comments on my pictures or my site or my low viewing count.
I just feel very lonesome on these pages and that's something that correlates to how my whole life has been going on. I'm in a rather depressed phase right now and what I certainly don't need at this point is to see that I can only interest less and less people in my art.

For me art means soul. And so that I can keep doing what my heart feels like and truly only draw for myself and not to worry about if other people would like my stuff on FA or DA anymore.

Well fortunately I am at least blessed with at least a few good friends and I know that I can always turn to them if I need help or advice and I do believe that they are more important to me than every fav or comment I get here.

I guess that explains it and all. I see you all when I see you.

Oh and well if some of you want to keep in contact with me I'll still lurk around sometimes and I'm still on IM.

Goodbye everyone.